Rant, rant, and more rant

Last update was Nov 2008 and it’s now the 5th of March twenty-o-nine… Hell, I really am good when it comes to not uploading/updating… But hey, don’t you hellishly blame me for that, I have the perfect reason for seemingly abandoning my online activities (AotA for one hasn’t been uploaded for nore than a year, I lost track of comm activities, haven’t updated my blogs, and I haven’t started putting info into my other friendster-like sites. hell that sucks +whoops, that shoudn’t be coming from an “ultra conservative” girl lyk me *snigger*+)! I’ve been +together with thirteen other classmates+ thrown into the hell of “Big School” and we just came out like, yesterday, with a guarantee of being present inside the Aud on March i-dunno-when. Hell, it was one hell of a torture ride, and now I believe in the saying “save the best (torture method) for last”.

For those who would like to know how bad it was, this is what I’ll tell you… I nearly, as in so damn nearly wrote someone’s name on my Death Note and I nearly accessed those Jigoku Tsushin sites just to sent someone straight to Belial’s realm. No kidding. I don’t usually believe those things but I nearly did it hoping  it’ll work. Man… Let’s just leave it at that  since it’s done and all…

+Deep breath+ it feels so good to have some big burden off your mind ne? It just feel so good that even though there are more problems coming, you can’t help but enjoy the peace and calm (before the storm). And that’s what I’m doing now (slacking and skipping Big School +that’s something secret ‘kay?+). Hell, I miss life lolz.

For the past weeks, me and my mom are having rows bout one unlikely thing… the friggin TV… I had turned my back on watching regular tv programs except when there are something that interests me or there are some good documentaries and instead I spend my time watching dvd, finishing series after series. In complete contrast, my mom, and gramma at that, are avid tv fans. That’s why I have no power whatsoever over the tv when it’s 1- 4 pm (gramma’s an avid wowowee and telenovela fan +she actually likes the Filipino voice actor of Mario Cimarro+) so that only leaves me the primetime slot (coz I tend to sleep during the afternoon after Big School) and that’s when my war with my mom starts. Before, I always reason that its about Big School, that I have to review blah blah blah, but now (esp. with me slacking) my grounds for a restraining order are becoming thinner and thinner. Hell…

Speaking of primetime progs, mom’s currenlt into hell I forgot the title… The one patterned out of “Marcelino Pan y Vino” but this time, the boy is Santino, instead of Marcelino. Ah! “May bukas Pa” that’s the friggin title!!!! I don’t have anything against the show aside from the fact that, are writers running out of ideas that they are “recycling” stories? Hell, that kind of subject can have loads of stories without imitating others. or at least have the friggin decency not to IMITATE IT SO DAMN MUCH! I pointed it out to my mom who just said that people doesn’t care if it’s remake or what as long as it can inspire people. I didn’t argue with her but I have something else in my mind since that time…

People believe in miracles, belive in crying statues, dancing sun, spiritual voyages but have little faith. I’mnot saying that those aren’t true, what I’m saying is that, despite heavenly intervention, people tend to just cling onto the happening without growing. They will cry, shout, and say that they’re converted but very few can live up to that. Yes, we need a reminder from heaven that there is a higher power working with us, guiding us, but then let’s not forget the everyday miracles that He is giving us. My mom’s word affected me like: of course people need inspiration, but let’s not get their fatih rooted on miracles alone. Jesus made miracles to make people believe He issent from above, but aside from those, the thing that stays with us right now are His teachings. People should learn to culture their faith aside from believing and looking for “big” miracles because just seeing the morning sky is already one…

That is my opinion because I believe in His “more physical manifestations”. I believe in what is written that we are made in the image of God, and with that alone, we are able to make miracles, inspire people, and lead them to the light. I remember Venna’s fave line from Bruce Almighty “if you want to see a miracle, then be the miracle” (or something like that). Miracles are everyday thing, He is giving us presents each day, we just have to see His hands handing us our gifts. I know, because two years and three months ago, He gave me two wonderful birthday and Christmas gifts in the most unlikely forms: an event, and a person. the said event is very unforgettable as my first proof to my self that I do have something to be proud of, and the person, up until now serves as my light. People should stop looking up for miracles, because God has given us a full world of them, and the reson why peace can’t live in this earth is beacuse people tend to live and wander alone. If only we can have the courage to reach out, we’ll find that we have angels here that can rival even a seraphim’s radiance…

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